Heh...was just reminded of Death.
Thank you Allah, I needed that.
For these past few days I was wondering what I wanted to do with my life.
Maybe I should randomly go out, try new things.
Maybe I should focus on things I CAN do, not what I want.
Maybe these, maybe that...
Heh, being reminded of Death...just what I needed.
These past few months, I've been juggling light and dark,
Pursuing both.
I know its wrong.
I say to myself, hey, I'm just another human.
Of course I have my dark wants, and light obligations.
Just another human...heh I was lying.
I know deep down who I am, I'm just running.
Perhaps I was tired of fighting...fighting?
Heh...how ironic.
That is what I seeked these past month or so.
A purpose to fight for.
A purpose I forgot for awhile.
Thank you Allah, for reminding me.
This sure is a beautiful chain.
Haahhh...I obviously know what to do.
I was just wandering around the lower levels unsure, while I could have just teleported to the top.
Guess I need another overhaul?
Sigh...well my main priorities don't change that's for sure.
These naughty desires...yeah I need to kick em out of my life.
Its good that this fighter finds his arena again.
The toughest battlefield of all.
Greetings O The Hardest Battlefield of All.
After a brief intermission...
Tadaima.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Tag yang menarik.
Aku dapat nih dari Silencers cambest, so aku wat.
1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
Pensel tekan lavender yang telah menemani saye selame 3 tahun. Kini telah kembali ke kayangan.
2. Saya sedang mendengar:
Shoji Meguro - Bakar Ketakutanku -Pertempuran Terakhir-
3. Mungkin saya patut:
Main Remnant Terakhir.
4. Saya suka:
main game.
5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
...adalah sahabat yang baik.
6. Saya tak paham:
apa yang saya tak paham.
7. Saya kehilangan:
apa yang saya kehilangan.
8. Ramai yang berkata:
ayam berok.
9. Makna nama saya:
Sempurna Fizikal.
10. Cinta itu adalah:
....makanan?
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
Menangis? Makan? Ketawe?
12. Saya akan cuba:
Dapatkan Hannah n Hinnah dalam game Remnant Terakhir.
13. Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud:
Sakura Matou-Fate/stay Night Heaven's Feel-Return to the Spring
Elizabeth-Persona 4 Empress Arcana
Lacus Clyne-Gundam SEED n Destiny
Maria Sagara-The Sagara Family
Arisa Sagara-same
Nadeshiko-Card Captor Sakura
Yukiko Amagi-Persona 4 Preistess Arcana
Aoi Sakuraba-Ai Yori Aoshi
14. Telefon bimbit saya:
masih sihat
15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:
saya buka mata
16. Saya paling meluat apabila:
saya bosan, lapa, ngantuk n ronery.
17. Pesta/Parti adalah:
Sekumpulan pemain yang bersatu untuk mengalahkan makhluk yang lebih kuat dari mereka.
18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
Paling? Tarak, "tempat comel" dalam kepale nih penuh ngan gadis, takde tempat untuk binatang.
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:
Tak tau.
20. Hari ini:
Pokai.
21. Malam ini saya akan:
Main Remnant Terakhir.
22. Esok pula saya akan:
Tak tau.
23. Saya betul-betul inginkan:
Tak tau.
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini:
Tak rase pape.
25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
Ape tuh?
26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun:
Arab.
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
Ikot mood.
28. Makanan segera adalah:
-10 kepada skil bermain game.
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
Bye.
30. Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
Sape2 yang tgh bosan@tgh bace bendalah nih.
1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
Pensel tekan lavender yang telah menemani saye selame 3 tahun. Kini telah kembali ke kayangan.
2. Saya sedang mendengar:
Shoji Meguro - Bakar Ketakutanku -Pertempuran Terakhir-
3. Mungkin saya patut:
Main Remnant Terakhir.
4. Saya suka:
main game.
5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:
...adalah sahabat yang baik.
6. Saya tak paham:
apa yang saya tak paham.
7. Saya kehilangan:
apa yang saya kehilangan.
8. Ramai yang berkata:
ayam berok.
9. Makna nama saya:
Sempurna Fizikal.
10. Cinta itu adalah:
....makanan?
11. Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang:
Menangis? Makan? Ketawe?
12. Saya akan cuba:
Dapatkan Hannah n Hinnah dalam game Remnant Terakhir.
13. Perkataan SELAMANYA membawa maksud:
Sakura Matou-Fate/stay Night Heaven's Feel-Return to the Spring
Elizabeth-Persona 4 Empress Arcana
Lacus Clyne-Gundam SEED n Destiny
Maria Sagara-The Sagara Family
Arisa Sagara-same
Nadeshiko-Card Captor Sakura
Yukiko Amagi-Persona 4 Preistess Arcana
Aoi Sakuraba-Ai Yori Aoshi
14. Telefon bimbit saya:
masih sihat
15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:
saya buka mata
16. Saya paling meluat apabila:
saya bosan, lapa, ngantuk n ronery.
17. Pesta/Parti adalah:
Sekumpulan pemain yang bersatu untuk mengalahkan makhluk yang lebih kuat dari mereka.
18. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah:
Paling? Tarak, "tempat comel" dalam kepale nih penuh ngan gadis, takde tempat untuk binatang.
19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:
Tak tau.
20. Hari ini:
Pokai.
21. Malam ini saya akan:
Main Remnant Terakhir.
22. Esok pula saya akan:
Tak tau.
23. Saya betul-betul inginkan:
Tak tau.
24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini:
Tak rase pape.
25. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan:
Ape tuh?
26. Makanan Barat atau Jepun:
Arab.
27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:
Ikot mood.
28. Makanan segera adalah:
-10 kepada skil bermain game.
29. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?
Bye.
30. Siapa yang anda nak Tag?
Sape2 yang tgh bosan@tgh bace bendalah nih.
Friday, May 29, 2009
Randomness since a long while.
Its been a while...too long even...
Heh, that line has been used way too often it shouldn't be used anymore due to its often usage.
Nothing new.
Just empty, tired and can't sleep.
Perhaps i'm too tired to write the normal way like other commoners
Thus I blurt out this style of expression,
Where most of the works dance within my soul
Then works its way to my fingers.
Just like flowing streams of water.
Yeah, tis a bit cold.
perhaps there's too much to drabble about
its making me lose focus which to babble about
though this new eden op remix is kinda cool
bubbly like its name.
sigh....................
i should continue writing lavender.
Just need to seek and grasp that motivation I need.
tomorrow's theatre,
im here not sleeping and drabbling instead
what up.
owh, remnant is endless fighting harem.
win.
hard mode is hard.
anyways,
argh blur
sweatdrop...anyways
yeah...still blur.
perhaps this emptiness shall loiter around for awhile...
maybe it'll put me to sleep...good.
candy boy is win btw.
not sumthing normal girls would enjoy...probably.
guys...its tengoku.
This dual soul trance is kinda nice
just being honest
well anyways
my eyes are drooping...good.
need rest for tomorrow.
put me to sleep please.
ah...maybe i need sakura to sing to me again.
yeah...that'll probably do the trick.
And Bell.
Heh, that line has been used way too often it shouldn't be used anymore due to its often usage.
Nothing new.
Just empty, tired and can't sleep.
Perhaps i'm too tired to write the normal way like other commoners
Thus I blurt out this style of expression,
Where most of the works dance within my soul
Then works its way to my fingers.
Just like flowing streams of water.
Yeah, tis a bit cold.
perhaps there's too much to drabble about
its making me lose focus which to babble about
though this new eden op remix is kinda cool
bubbly like its name.
sigh....................
i should continue writing lavender.
Just need to seek and grasp that motivation I need.
tomorrow's theatre,
im here not sleeping and drabbling instead
what up.
owh, remnant is endless fighting harem.
win.
hard mode is hard.
anyways,
argh blur
sweatdrop...anyways
yeah...still blur.
perhaps this emptiness shall loiter around for awhile...
maybe it'll put me to sleep...good.
candy boy is win btw.
not sumthing normal girls would enjoy...probably.
guys...its tengoku.
This dual soul trance is kinda nice
just being honest
well anyways
my eyes are drooping...good.
need rest for tomorrow.
put me to sleep please.
ah...maybe i need sakura to sing to me again.
yeah...that'll probably do the trick.
And Bell.
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